Some of my Favorite Products from Amazon

Alright everyone, prepare yourself for a very long list of some of my favorite products from Amazon!

I recently became an affiliate with Amazon and your support would mean the WORLD to me! You can go ahead and click on the title of the product and it will take you directly to that item!

Add to cart and Purchase! It really is that easy!

Beauty:

Aztec Secret Healing Clay Mask

This mask is one of the absolute best ones that I have found! I use equal parts of clay and ACV & leave it on for about 15 mins – then I use a washcloth and warm water to remove.

Thayers Witch Hazel Astringent

After I wash my face, I put some of this toner on a cotton round and wipe my entire face and neck to remove any excess dirt and oils.

Egyptian Magic

Okay, so this is like a holy grail…it is an ALL PURPOSE skin cream. You put some in your hands and rub your hands together until it forms into an oil (helps with absorption) and then apply! I use it as a lip balm, on my entire face, hands, rough skin areas, hair treatment, eye cream, scar treatment, etc. It is also great for eczema, skin irritations and redness, burn and wound relief.

Grande Lips – Hydrating Lip Plumper

I love this stuff! You don’t even need to take my word for it, just check out before and after pictures!

Wet Brush Pro Epic Quick Dry Hair Brush

This is probably the best brush I have ever used! You need one at home and one on the go!

AMIKA The Wizard Detangling Primer

I LOOOOVE this product and the smell of it is a huge bonus! I use it after my shower, in the morning, before I style my hair, etc. It is a great detangler AND primer for your hair and I also like to think of it as a perfume for my hair because it smells so amazing.

Matcha Eye Masks

So I’ve tried multiple eye masks and these are by far my favorite – & they actually work! I like to keep mine in the fridge. These are very hydrating – I leave mine on for about 15-30 mins depending on my schedule. When you remove them you can see and feel that the masks are thinner because the product was actually absorbed into your skin. They help with aging, reducing puffiness and dark circles.

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Fashion:

Sojos Sunglasses

I am so glad I found this brand of sunglasses! They literally have a style for everyone! These are my absolute favorite though – I have them in more than one color!

Fashionable Leather Backpack

I literally take this bag with me everywhere. The straps are comfortable, the inside of the bag is spacious and it is easy to stay organized! The durability ceases to amaze me with such an inexpensive  and fashionable bag!

Key Ring Wristlet

If you haven’t heard of these, seen them or purchased one…I am sorry! This is a lifesaver!

High-Waisted Leopard Bathing Suit

Very flattering and comfortable bathing suit! Love the pattern and bright colors!

Bandeau High-Waisted Cheetah Print Bathing Suit

I have this in multiple colors – I love it so much. The material and fit are super comfortable and it is very flattering for every body type!

Why Be Racist Sexist Homophobic or Transphobic Shirt

One of my favorite conversation starter t-shirts. The fit and quality of this shirt are amazing! Better than expected.

UGG Womens Bailey Button Triplet II Boot

I mean…do I need to say anything at all? UGG boots are where its at.

Black Ultra Lightweight Knitted Non Slip Womens Shoes

These athletic shoes have been great for daily wear, working out, travel and yard work! Not to mention they are super stylish! I highly recommend them.

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Home:

Everlasting Comfort Faux Fur Throw

This blanket is literally everything I could have ever imagined and more. I honestly thought that it was just another throw blanket to have around the house…until I received it in the mail. It is incredibly soft, silky, cozy, warm and lightweight. I have severe anxiety and this blanket is calming to me. It is my new favorite.

Mean Girls Magnets

I mean…do you even go here? Of course I have these magnets & honestly, you need them too.

Grey and White Brick Peel & Stick Wallpaper

If you haven’t seen it already – I did an accent wall in my bedroom about a year ago and it is seriously the best thing to come home to. It was simple to install and the finish is amazing!

Macrame Plant Hanger

I need about 7 more of these bad boys in my house! It was so easy to hang up and it is very durable. It really does add something special to my house decor. (Flower print is from Arielle Vey).

Super Soft Faux Sheepskin Fur Area Rug

Okay, I have a couple of these. I love faux fur – apparently – so I need it to be everywhere! These area rugs are so soft and easy to clean! I just throw it in the washer and let it air dry.

3 in 1 Wireless Charging Stand Apple Watch Charger for Apple Watch and iPhone Airpod

This is a lifesaver! I am able to charge 3 items without 3 separate cords!

Fire TV Stick

Wait, do you not have one of these? If you don’t click on it and buy one! I don’t know why you’re waiting.

Pillow Inserts & Luxury Faux Fur Throw Pillow Covers

Here we are with the faux fur again. I love these throw pillows! I have some on my bed and on my couch!

Motivational Gallon Water Bottle

It has motivation on the bottle and time stamps so you can get your water intake each day! How amazing is that?!

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Pets:

Cheetah Dog Collar

I LOVE this collar for Abby! & they just came out with the matching leash! (They didn’t have it at the time I purchased the collar).

Top Entry Cat Litter Box

This is so easy to clean and the top entry makes it impossible for my dog to try and sneak in there for a snack! Haha!

4-in-1 Interactive Cat Toy

My cats will play with this non-stop. Might need to add a few around the house!

Milk-Bone Dog Treats

This big box of dog treats will last you forever and a day!

Jiminy’s Cricket Dog Treats

These treats are SUPER healthy for your pups! Abby loves them.

Dog Nail Clippers

These nail clippers make it so easy to cut my dogs nails – quickly and efficiently!

Burt’s Bees for Dogs All-Natural Paw & Nose Lotion with Rosemary & Olive Oil

I am obsessed with Burt’s Bees products – Especially for my pup! I put these on her after her baths!

Folex Instant Carpet Spot Remover  

If you have pets that sometimes hate you and decide to use your rugs as a bathroom…then you need this! Or if you are clumsy and spill a lot. This carpet spot remover is a miracle in a bottle.

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NOW – Please send me your favorite Amazon items so I can try them out!

I can’t wait to see what you pick!

 

Run.

I run away when things are good. I don’t know how to handle them. It’s like being on the edge of a cliff waiting for a gust of wind to push you off.

I run to comfort and safety. But for me that isn’t at all what I mean, what I mean is that our definitions of those two words are completely different, I’m sure.

I am a very self destructive person (Not my best trait, but I’m being honest) (Can I add in that I’m working on it?). Comfort and safety for me is familiarity in the danger zones. It’s messing everything up, before it messes me up. It’s hurting myself when I’m angry with others. It’s digging my nails into the sides of my legs as I try to breathe slowly. It’s picking up the bottle and pouring that drink. It’s everything that is wrong consuming all of my being at once.

PC: Kelly Meighan 

I run again and again. I can’t seem to get far enough away. I run from people and relationships and anything that scares me. I run from feelings and dreams. I don’t like it, not at all. I wish I would stop at the stop signs and slow down for the caution tape, but I don’t.

I run to things that make me feel pain. It’s like an addiction that I can’t break away from. It sucks at times…this addiction poisons everything in my life. Everything I do. But I run back to it every single time, because I am comfortable there, in that hole. It continues to grow deeper and deeper. It’s like coming home from a long trip of sleeping in a tent and finally being able to snuggle up in your own bed. You crave it & when you are finally back in that hole, you are “home”.

Heavy

She had a pretty face, a nice smile, a cute laugh, but she had some of the saddest eyes you’d ever seen.

She wondered day in and day out if she would ever feel true happiness ever again. She woke up in the morning and her brain immediately started reliving the things from yesterday, the day before and the day before that. She was reminding herself of conversations and overthinking every little piece of them. She was doubting herself and telling herself that they didn’t really care about her. She had so much weight upon her shoulders and she would not let it go. She was exhausted.

She gets ready for bed and lays wide awake for hours on end because her brain will not shut off. She takes a handful of sleeping pills hoping they will silence the demons inside. She falls asleep, she thinks she is finally safe and able to dream of a reality that is so far beyond her reach. No. Instead, she has nightmares reliving some of the most painful parts of her life. She wakes up in a cold sweat, screaming, only to find herself alone in her bed with nothing but a few extra pillows surrounding her and blankets on the cold floor.

This was heavy. It was constant. It was painful.

Sometimes amongst the confusion and all of the commotion, she can find somewhere to rest. At least for a little while. During that time of rest, things don’t feel as heavy, and she can take that deep breath again.

Standing in a Crowd.

Standing in a crowd full of strangers. People I didn’t know, some I wanted to get to know and others I just didn’t really care for. I looked at everyone and wondered where they came from, I wondered who they missed and I wondered what they were sorry for.

Who were they thinking of? Why were their hearts breaking? Do they remember the name of their childhood best friend? What was it like growing up in their home? Did they sit in the back seat of their mom’s van staring at others in cars wondering what their lives were like? What did they dream of at night? What did they want in this life?

Standing in a crowd full of people. People who have all felt joy, sadness, pain and anger. People who have fallen in love and people who have had to crawl out of love. People who try their hardest everyday just to get by. I looked at everyone and felt everything and nothing all at once. People are often more similar than we think, and yet we always feel alone.

Who did they want to be? What did they think of themselves? Were they proud of their accomplishments or were they afraid of seeing their reflection? What were their goals? What did they hope for? What were they afraid of? What were they waiting for?

Kelly Meighan Photography

Standing in a crowd full of everyone I have ever come in contact with. Wow. With all of these memories surrounding me like a tornado, I wait. Sometimes standing in a crowd can make you feel like you’re suffocating. It can make you feel anxious and terrified. Sometimes standing in a crowd can make you feel excited. It can make you feel tranquil and joyful. I try to make sense of it all, all of the memories and all of the connections, but maybe, just maybe I’m not supposed to. Maybe it’s time to start living in acceptance of what things are and what they will be.

Standing in a crowd, I am okay. It will be okay.

 

In a rush?

Hey guys! Ever feel super exhausted in the morning, don’t want to put make up on, but you do at the same time because you want to feel somewhat human throughout the day? You know the feeling I’m talking about? The one where coffee doesn’t completely change your persona.

I totally feel the same sometimes. Well most of the time. Ok…actually EVERY morning.

So here it is! I am sharing with you my get ready morning routine when I really don’t want to. But I do at the same time.

 

Primer, moisturizer, & liquid foundation

When in a rush, I don’t have time to put on my moisturizer, primer, and then foundation. Make sure the night prior you wash your face and moisturize. In the morning I mix my primer and liquid foundation and apply.

–Under eye concealer & eye cream– (Optional, but probably needed..let’s be real.)

Powder & Bronzer

Apply your powder (setting/translucent or foundation) with a big face brush

Then apply your bronzer (not to contour, but to bronze/warm up your face)

Eyebrow Gel & Concealer

Girl, you need some eyebrows.

Mascara/ & or Lashes

Don’t look like a walking zombie, add some life to your lashes!

If you would like to see my “10 minute Makeup” then head on over to my YouTube channel!

AnxiousBeauty YouTube

Thank you for reading! Talk to you all soon!

 

 

Can I uninstall these?

Emotions are gross. How do I uninstall them?

You can’t. Unfortunately. You have to feel them.

If you ignore them, that doesn’t mean that they just up and leave. They remain. They will resurface. They will haunt you.

You can’t go around it. You can’t go over it. You can’t go under it. You have to go through it.

Grab a notebook and a pen, grab your cell phone and open up your notes, grab your laptop and type it out. Go for a walk or a run, scream into a pillow, or eat a brownie.

Face it head on, push through, and then you’ll be stronger than before.

On the other side of that fear is a testimony.

While I am over here typing away and giving you advice, I am trying to take it myself. Boy, it is difficult. 

Let’s get real for a moment since we are talking about feelings. While I was on antidepressants for quite some time, I was numb. Literally. I couldn’t become overly upset (easily), I couldn’t express my compassion (as much), I couldn’t cry (like ever). Everything was so suppressed for so long and it seemed, after awhile, to be the new me.

I decided one day (again) to say adios to my meds. I was literally unstable. I didn’t know how to control anything, I wasn’t used to it. Tears. Frustrations. Anger. Sadness. It was scary. 

I felt so crazy. But I learned how to (mostly) live my every day life and become sane…as much as one could anyway.

But sometimes…those episodes still make an appearance and sometimes I sink back into that hole.

Emotions are a part of life. Feelings can be absolutely wonderful and sometimes absolutely dreadful. So, no, you can’t get rid of them & you can’t ignore them. But don’t worry, you’re not alone in this. You are not alone. *I try & remind myself*

By: Zarina Situmorang

Some days are hard…REALLY hard…when you’re battling severe depression and high anxiety. When you are trying to get better. When you’re surrounded by others who have NO IDEA what it is like. People who tell you that you don’t make any sense. People who tell you to get over it. People who think you are being over-dramatic. People who think you are not being reasonable. People who don’t “believe” it. People who try to compare theirs to yours. No.

They just do not understand.

There are different levels of depression. Different levels of anxiety. This is a mental illness. This is NOT a choice or a temporary mood that will fade away in an hour. For those who don’t understand…just be compassionate. Be patient. Be there. Just be there.

You can’t help in any other way, so just…be there.

Mental illness is not what this post was initially about, but that’s where it went. Mental illness is such a taboo in today’s society. It needs to be talked about and not shoved into a corner to be ignored and forgotten about. It is real & it is destroying your loved ones. Stop brushing it off as if it is nothing. Falling off your bike and getting a scraped knee is nothing. Falling into severe depression and wanting to die is NOT nothing.

Anyway, thanks for reading this rant. I know I will get better and be in remission longer than a couple months. I know my day and my week will get better. I know this because God is faithful. In my waiting, I am resting in trusting Him.

I hope your week is fantastic & filled with joy.

 

Scared thoughtless

I believe that one of the scariest things is when you are afraid of who you think you are becoming or not knowing who you are at all. Thankfully, you are not becoming “that” person and eventually, you’ll know exactly who you are. Hold on, tight.

You were going through a season, a season where your mind had shifted into a downwards spiral, a season that has (or will soon) finally come to an end. You’ll see the light again, friend.

At a time when you’re consumed with feelings of grief, anger, loneliness, hurt, and severe pain; you are no longer yourself. You think things that are not like “you”, you say things that are not like “you”, and you do things that are not like “you”.

Coming up from that is beautiful. It’s like hiking for miles and miles just to reach the top of the mountain and being able to rest as the sun comes up. You’ve been hiking, you’ve been out of breath, you’ve wanted to give up, you’ve had thoughts that you would never make it…BUT you made it. Now sit and rest while God pours out his peace.

You did it, friend. You should be proud of what you’ve overcome. It can be extremely difficult, but it is so worth it.

Sometimes we go through things that change us immensely and sometimes we go through things that shift our thinking ever so slightly. Either way, everything that you go THROUGH changes YOU.

I know that if I had not gone through the things that I have gone through in my life [so far], I would have a harder time forgiving as quickly, loving as deeply, and caring (or not caring) as much as I do now. Life is too short.

Don’t be afraid to be who you are. Don’t let others bully you into being who they think you should be. Don’t let rules confine your personality and the words you speak. You are unique and your individuality is needed in this world. YOU are needed in this world.

When I finally realized that I was free to be myself, my whole world was flipped upside down. Everything that I once “knew” was changed. I didn’t have to listen to what others said about me, or listen when they told me how I should act & live my life, or allow them to treat me as a doormat. They bullied me into making me feel as if I had to play by their rules. Well, if anyone knows me, they probably are thinking that, that doesn’t sound like Dani at all. It was. I allowed others to make me feel horrible about myself & everything I came in contact with. So with all that being said..let me reintroduce myself. Hi, my name is Dani & I’m going to laugh when I want to laugh. I’m going to sing when I want to sing. I’m going to cry when I want to cry. & as for all of those people who “think” they can belittle me, shame me, hurt me, etc…I have news for you:::THIS Dani won’t allow it anymore. ~@anxiousbeauty

Awhile back, I had shut myself off when I was around certain people, I acted the way they saw fit, and I did everything I thought was expected of me. I did everything BUT express my true self.

My family was camping one weekend and we were sitting around the fire. My brother said something that really hit me hard, I felt it in my soul. Although to him, he was just talking..this moment was the turning point for me. I realized that I had been hiding who I was around certain people and I was allowing them to tell me who I was supposed to be and how I was supposed to act.

Ever since then, I realized that I needed to love myself more and that I needed to be myself, more.

Remember who you are. Be what you think is the best version of YOURSELF. Don’t let anyone tell you who you are. & lastly…you do you, boo.

That is not {love} it is abuse.

“The words you speak become the house you live in”…or in this case, the words he spoke became the house she was trapped in.

Day in and day out. Year after year. Her mind was filled with the words he spoke, the words he yelled. The words that he was speaking into her life, the ones that caused fear in her every time the phone rang or the door opened. The lies and the chaos had started to impact more than just her mind, it had damaged her heart, and eventually, it had damaged her entire being.

You are constantly being destroyed but yet you find yourself constantly apologizing. Every. Single. Time.

But, you’re in love? Yes? How many scars did you justify because you loved the man or woman who was hurting you? How many times did you dismiss a situation because it “won’t happen again”? How many times did you say that you’ll be alright? That things would get better? Ask yourself, how many times? More than once? That is enough.

You are worth MORE than you have been told. YOU are valuable. You are beautiful. You are a good person. You have a big heart. You are loved…sadly, you are not loved by this person, BUT you are loved by many others. You are cherished…sadly, you are not cherished by this person, BUT you are cherished by many others.

Be honest with yourself, brutally and completely honest. What do YOU want? Do you want to live the rest of your life this way, or not? Only you can change your situation. What you allow…is what will continue. (We’ve all heard this a thousand times, but it is SO true and sometimes we just need a little reminder!)

Ladies and gentlemen…you deserve nothing less than what God has for you. Honestly, do you think God would want you to be with someone like this? Definitely not. He loves you. Please believe that He has more for you. The very best for you.

Do your heart a favor, turn around & leave. Your heart is too big to be treated small.

To the person reading this:::If you have ever been in a situation where you were the victim of verbal abuse, emotional abuse, sexual abuse, or physical abuse…please reach out and get help. Tell someone. 

To the person reading this:::If you’re wondering how life can get better after this, or how hope can flow through your veins after someone has drained you of everything…I have one answer for you. Jesus.

To the person reading this:::I am sorry. I am so sorry. Please KNOW this is NOT your fault. None of it is. DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF. (Normal people do not go around destroying others or hurting others). I understand what it is like. I have been in your shoes. (Unfortunately, in all 4 cases.) I know you’re hurting & I know that these situations are extremely difficult. You should have never been treated this way. If you were meant to be controlled by others you would have surely come into this world with a remote. You are not a punching bag nor a soccer ball. You are not something or someone to be taken advantage of. You should not have had to go through this. You should not be going through this. You should never feel that you are undesirable and useless. You are not a disappointment. I love you and I am here for you. ALWAYS.

I am so thankful that I got out of those situations and found a wonderful man who loves me and treats me how a man should. I wish this for you as well.

Friend, I hope you find yourself again. Your laugh. Your smile. Your passions and dreams. I hope that they shine through you more than ever. You deserve to be fully loved. Every single piece of you, because you are worth it. 

Please remember that being hurt does NOT make you any less beautiful. 

IF NEEDED:

The National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-7233

Website:CLICK HERE

*I can also recommend a great place to go for counseling/therapy. Please do not hesitate to ask.*

Please know that this post is to empower others who need to read this. I did not write this for others to “pity” me or to “feel sorry” for me, I did not go into much detail about myself because I am not making this all about me. This post is for YOU. I care about you. 

*Photos courtesy of Pinterest. Will be updating pictures.*

on the outside, looking in.

she was young, yes.

but she had a heart that was aged beyond her years. one that had always been torn apart, year after year. & a heart that she somehow had torn apart herself..but that same heart had continued to stay intact and grow despite it all.

she hits the snooze button 6 times every morning before finally getting out of bed. some days it’s 7 or 8 times. who really knows anymore. but somehow, some way, she drags herself out of bed.

she gets up, goes to the restroom, gets dressed, kisses her husband goodbye, and heads for the front door.

she walks down the pathway and reaches the her vehicle. she starts her car and exits the driveway. she listens to music but doesn’t sing anymore. she pulls into work and sits in the car for a couple minutes. she doesn’t want to move.

she walks through the doors and goes straight for her desk. she turns on the computer and checks her phone. nothing. she stares out the window in front of her.

Charlee Marie Photography

she doesn’t want to talk or move. someone comes by and asks how she is doing, and she loses her composure. tears everywhere. they were not expecting this kind of response. she was not expecting that they would care.

she wipes her face and blows her nose. & she says, “I will be just fine.”

on the outside, she seems great, most days.

looking in, you can see the pain in her eyes. but you can also see the determination to finish the fight that goes on inside of her mind.

So…to everyone that is struggling with some type of battle, just know that you are NOT alone and that you can WIN.

Sending lots of love your way.

 

 

Best Beauty Brushes

Hey everyone!

So I have recently fallen in love with Mikasa Beauty Brushes! They are seriously EVERYTHING!

They are very soft and help make the blending process easy! Mikasa beauty brushes are seriously great quality brushes for such an affordable price! Please go and check them out!

I have included some Pro Artist reviews below, be sure to give them a read!

Here are a few of the products that they have on their website.

If you are interested in purchasing some of these brushes, don’t forget to use my coupon code at checkout for 25% off!

“DANILEEMAKEUP25”

Please note that the following code is valid for all products listed on www.mikasabeauty.com including Brushes, Lashes, Hair Products and Makeup.

I know that personally I have struggled forever to find the PERFECT beauty blender…until Mikasa Beauty sent me a beauty blender that was the Holy Grail! It is literally THE BEST beauty blender I have ever used! You NEED this in your life. 

There is so much more to see! Go ahead and click the link below and check them out!

CLICK HERE

 

Pro Artist Reviews

“In LOVE with this brush set from Mikasa Beauty.  They’re so soft and the case is super convenient for traveling and location jobs.”@_sassafrass

“Hey Dolls! OMG how gorgeous are these brushes I received from Mikasa Beauty.  They are so soft that it blends like a dream! Love how it comes with a brush case too. Perfect for travel!”@makeupby_ev21

“I wanted to show ya’ll my recent “go to” brushes.  I love the quality!!! They feel very luxurious, and I like having another container to store them in.  Definitely go check out Mikasa Beauty.”@roseandben

“I used all of the Mikasa Beauty Brush set to achieve my makeup look today! They’re so amazing and luxurious! If you’re looking to buy great quality brushes, you should definitely check out these ones”@beautybyhaneenxx

 

Thanks for reading! Let me know how you like these brushes!

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